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About you,polar bear!

2012-02-07T10:01:00.000-08:00

Dear polar bear,

I dunno when i started to miss you luhs?! I thought that we will be friends for 10 years or more! I always think that i will not like you,but now let me tell you: I think i have fallen for you! I dunno when this happens! I dunno why this happens! I dunno how this happens luhs! Haish,i just wanna let you know you that i like you! Sometimes,i just wanna call you without any hesitation luhs! Sometimes,i just wanna you to be my side! Sometimes,i just wanna you to be my boy! Sometimes,i just think about you,and my tears rolled down my cheeks! Haish,i really dunno what to do! I wanna let you know how i feel,but i think you probably dun like me luhs! If you like me,you will text me,call me,wanna start a topic between us! If you like me,you will be worried for me,caring for me,thinking about me and missing me! But i dun think you like me luhs! You are so busy with work,and you dun have time for us to chat,and improve our relationship! I dunno what are you thinking about luhs! Haish,i hope you can online luhs! :(:(

Random!

2011-12-30T07:40:00.000-08:00

Stupid sia! There is a crew leader scold me stupid sia! Who is she to me!!! I have human rights wor! You think you crew leader very big arh! Only my parents can scold me stupid,and why you scold me??! Not happy come loh... This few days,i feel very fed up! Can someone save me??! Hmmm,i guess only my prince can do that! :(;( I miss you! What should i do??! Can anyone tell me what should i do??! My prince: i know that things happened in between us,but i know that we will surly overcome all obstacles de! I know that we have flaws,but we can solve it together! You just have to change it and i will accompany you through! I know it will be hard,but at least we give it a try! You are not like that last time de,what happens to you seriously??! I wanna know what is in your heart! I wanna know you more,but you dun want give me a chance! You told me that i have high chance,and i know you are the one... MagMag will supports you,okay??! Dun be like this,i am here for you arh... Haiz,please dun let negative thoughts to enter your mind! You can do it,my prince! Why you lack of confidence de??! Forget about our pasts and concentrate on our future! I found you means i will be loyal! Dun be like that luhs! I must wait for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM WILLING TO WAIT FOR YOU!

My heart is experiencing ups and downs!!!!

2011-12-22T06:29:00.000-08:00

Tmr,nata is coming back! I hope he will come to store and find us! Haha,i miss nata a lot! I wanna fight with him! Besides that,my heart went wrong wrong this time round! I somehow feel troubled wor! Feeling troubled till i dunno what to do! Anyway,i wanna him by my side! Sometimes,i do have the temptation to look for him and wait for him! Sometimes,i have the temptation to hug him! Sometimes,i also have the temptation to look at him till very very long time! Sometimes,i just wanna to look into his eyes! Sometimes,i just wanna to look at his eyes! Sometimes,i just wanna care for you! I think i have started to love you unknowingly! Can someone tell me what must i do?!?! Haish haish haish,,i am tired,and i am going to work tmr... I pray that i will not see that wicked manager face! I dun want to do counter! Haiz,how i wish you can be with me now! How i wish i can call you mushy mushy words! How i wish i can be your gf! How i wish that i can be yours forever! How i wish you are my everything! I do have many many many how i wish! How wor how wor?!?! :);)^^

You are my life and random!

2011-11-21T07:25:00.001-08:00

I seriously hate myself being like this! All i want is you!!! I think i have fallen for you!!! Why this happens?!?! We still don't really know each other well and i started to like you! What is this rubbish man??! Come on,Mag Mag! You are silly okay!! Just treat it in a normal way,and that's it! Anyway,i cannot text you that much,because i must control and also your friends will text you too! So,without me texting you is just small matter to you only oh... Every thing starts with a matter of time! The time when we just met?! The time when we exchange our numbers?! The time when we started talking rubbish?! The time when we love to disturb,trick,joke and play with each other?! The time when i have a little feelings for you?! The time when i seriously fallen for you?! The time when we did not chat with each other?! The time when i have the temptation to call you?! The time when i wanna tell you that i like you?! The time that i need you?! The time i miss you so so much?! See,every thing starts with TIME!! Thanks for giving me a chance to chat with you! Thanks for being so friendly to me! Thanks for being so tolerant towards me! Thanks so much! I know maybe you don't like me,but we still can keep in contact!

Haiz,work tomorrow! Hope that i will not be pek cek anymore! Feeling so so so tired every day! I hope i will not be worn out one day!! I hate today! Argh,i hate the manager over there! Arghhhhhhhhhhhh! made me so angry until i pek cek! Manager __ __ __ __ __! Hate you to the core man! There is a limit for my patience towards you okay?! Hehe,hope he is not working tmr! Tao yan Tao Yan!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random!

2011-11-16T18:13:00.001-08:00

Hey hey hey,readers i am back! I am really too lazy to blog! I started working and experienced funny and embarrassed situation! Hehe,there was a dragon fly suddenly flew into the store... And whenever i go,the dragon fly will come so near to me for some strange reasons! Hehe,then i screamed very loudly in front of customers and colleagues.... And one of my colleagues says 'Arh,you never bathe,that's why it loves you so much!'... Besides,i felt so pai seh and embarrassed in front of my colleagues! Haiz!

Yesterday,i went to work and i encounter a 'lady' who has a man face wearing 1 earring on each side,and 'she' has what all girls have! I guess you guys know what's that bahs! I don't wish to say it as we need to respect girls oh....

Hehe,how i wish he can come and buy from me! How i wish there is a time machine for me to be younger,as i wanna know him more wor! Anyway,we do chat in a friendly manner,and i don't wish to destroy this relationship! Let natural takes its course bahs! Honestly speaking,i do really like and love him,mr top shape guy! I think i should just remained as hor best friend! This probably be a better way for us,i guess! Muhahaha! You know,i am very tired every day wor! Because i have to work work work! Just to earn enough money for my dearest grandma! I am sure i will be able to meet the target! Jia you!! Jia you! Ganbatte,Mag mag! Hehe,sometimes i do think money is a harm to us! It makes us crazy about it,use it to gamble and lost loved ones,use it to bribe the higher authorities,use it to do some crime thingy! I dunno,but i use money as a type of leisure and recreation because i do lack of these! Hehe! All in all,i am worried for my results! Though i work,i still feel scared as i need to face the reality of taking my results next year wor! Every thing will sooner be fine,right??! I do hope so! Hehe!

I think that's should be all today! I got to work le! T.T! :( Sad,so sad,super sad,super duper sad!

Relaxation Day! 04'11'11

2011-11-04T01:49:00.000-07:00

Ahahahaha! Today,i must relax le loh! Yeah! Super duper happy! Muhahaha! Finally,finally,i can use the computer and play with it! Whoo woooo! Keke,anyway,left MCQs,O levels will be offically ended! It is just like a milestone for me! Besides,i feel kinda relaxed totally! Errrr,wanna text him wor! Haiz,next year results RESULTS! And definitely i will be very very very nervous,panic! Haha,i am scared! Really very scared! Hehe! And i am relaxing! Hehehehe! Relax!

Should i text him or not?!?!

Errrrr.............

2011-09-17T10:29:00.000-07:00

I cannot control myself but to post again! Kinda tired with prelims! Sometimes i feel very very stressed out! I dunno what to do to relieve stress! I just got to overcome it,and i must do my very best to study well,and get into my favorite course that i wanted it a lot! Though i did not get chosen by DPA,i will get it! Culinary and catering management here i comes! I will definitely go for it! Anyway,O level is coming soon,20 oct is O level practical! Hmmm,i must be well-prepared for it! Score well and do well so to pull up my sci! Hmmm,days are getting nearer and nearer! O level i am here to have a battle with you! And i must win the battle! Ganbatte! And same goes to Mr top shape guy who says he has a good shape and cannot let me see! Still say he has a good shape,rubbish bahs! Aha,i am going to text him after my O! I pray that he will be still single! Hmmm,i really want to know him more! I really want to chat with him all day long! I miss him a lot! I really miss him terribly! How i wish i will be able to be with him! Helping him,being there for him! And support him when he needs me! I do not mind the time! Time will show whether can we be together! I know it takes time but i am willing to wait if he gives me a chance! I really really hope he will give me chance! Besides that,my colleague was injured during an accident! His face was injured,he went for an operation and his bone was broken! Oh dear,this was so so so serious,and yet i think i am the last one to know,i guess! I feel bad as i never visit him in the hospital and i dunno anything! What is this?!?!?! Haiz,Lord,please be there with him,and help him to recover if not he does not have income .Lord,i pray that you will be there for him,helping him! Letting him to get well soon! I thought his injuries was just minor,but after knowing this,it was so major! Having operation,bone broken,and ... his handsome was affected! This means so major and serious to me! All these happen because of the car hit the motorist and hit and run into them! Argh,must blame them,气死我了! Hope you get well soon! And message to top shape guy: I love you! 我爱你! Aishiteru! Saranghae yo! Aku cinta kamu! I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-09-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

Moshi Moshi,long time no see,my beloved readers! Hehe,i am super duper happy today! Because i have another new t-shirt,somehow like class tee like that wor! Hehe,my senior colleague,nata banks,told me de! Woo hooo! I am so so so happy! He wll update me more info about this thingy! I am not going to blog le,maybe after nov,i will be back! I will be back with worries,sadness and happiness! Hehe,prelim 2 is coming! My beloved Mr top shape guy,i am here to tell you,i will text you asap! Please wait for me alright! Because i really love you! I dunno why i fell for you! After many months of chatting with you,i feel that you are a friendly,cute and naughty guy! Though i still don't really know you well,i will text you and ask you many things about you! Hehe,i know i have to concentrate on my studies,i will! So,God please always be with me,protect me,lead me,guide me,control me and help me!

Hai,sayonara! Magmag will be back after november! By: tweety bird mag mag!

2011-08-26T10:11:00.000-07:00

I am not going to disturb you anymore! I know i cannot melt your heart,but i am telling you that i have fallen for you! I know your heart is still not mine! I know i cannot be yours! Anyway,good luck for your N level! Jia you! Jia you! Jia you! Ganbatte! Somehow,when i see you,my heart pounds! When i see you,i feel super duper happy! When i see you,i want to care for you! When i see you,i wanna talk to you,but i just cannot make the first step! Holding my phone all day long,just because i want to you texting me! I know i am thinking too much,but i finally realised that i like you all this while! I thought i won't like you,but after that i slowly like you! I don't expect that much because i probably know that i may not have the chance! I know! Errrr,good luck,all the best! All the way! You only left a few days to N,so i don't wish to disturb le! I really cannot use to it that i cannot text you! I must control,so that it is good for both of us! Anyway,i gonna miss you till we finish our exams! Wait! Wait! Wait!

Things are getting even more difficult!

2011-08-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

Haiz,there are 1 good news and 1 bad news to announce!

First,i pass my O mt examination!

Secondly,i am not accepted for DPA!

It really hurts me a lot! I really dunno what to do!

Oh dear,i need to study super duper hard in order to go poly!

Anyway,i just got to study very hard!

In order to go poly,i need to say bye bye to my phone,my com le!

Jia you,mag mag! I can do it! I will do it!

Apart from that,deep in my heart,i really love,but i will wait for you!

You make my heart pounds!

You make me feel happy!

You make me worry about you!

You make me care for you!

You make me think of you!

Keke,i always think of you!

I always love to text you!

I always love to wait for your message!

I thought i won't love you!

I thought i won't fall for you!

I thought i won't text you anymore!

I can't control all these thoughts!

Hmmm,anyway,it is helpless now,i have really love you!

Errrr,just that you do not know!

Mr top shape guy,i truly love you! But i think you won't know de!

Keke,you must really take care yourself!

You must eat regularly oh!

You must not be forgetful oh!

Rmb arh,dun forget everytime hor!

2011-07-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

Errrrr,K.A,you had gone away,but i will remember you deep in my heart! Though i love you a lot,i think i don't have this chance anymore! This is because you are older than for more than 2 years! So,i know we can't be together,but i will remember you forever and also deep in my heart! Anyway,prelim 1 is coming and i can't put all the notes into my mind! Haiz,that guy that i have just know,he is a very nice guy! But the problem is my stupidity that caused many stupid things to happen! I am truly sorry about this! I think it is just one-sided love,so really don't hope so much! I am worried that you will be hungry! I am worried that you will suffer from gastric pain! I worried that you cannot take care of yourself! I am worried that you will not consider me! I am worried that things may get worse because of me! I am worried that you dislikes me and think that i am a nuisance! I am worried that i will never get a chance! I am worried about you always! Why now then i realised i am falling for you?!?!?! Why now then i realised i suddenly love you! Haiz!

2011-07-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

Prelim 1 is coming! Just a few days time! Worried and stressed! I know i can say anything right now! Study kinda very hard for me! I dunno how to release my stress! I dunno what to do to stop myself from thinking of him! I really dunno what to do! I wanted to love poa as my subject,but i still cannot make and force myself to love this subject! I dunno why i can love maths,sci and eng,but just not poa! I wanna do well for poa but i dunno why poa is just not my forte! Apart from all these study problems,there are also other types of problems which are not solved! And there are awaiting to be solved! I really dunno why all these can happen to me again! I really just want to study,STUDY and study! That's all!!!!! But i just cannot do that! Such a failure! Cannot control myself from all these nonsense! Always get tempted by com,tv,dramas and blah blah blah! Oh dear,who can i seek help from?!?!?!?!?!?! Confused!

2011-07-15T01:03:00.000-07:00

2011-07-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

I feel weird this few days! Tired! Exhausted! I think i vent my frustration on my dad today! Sorry dad! Errrr,i feel very very very tired,i think i never sleep well today! Today,i never sleep today! Yeah! Hmmm,don't feel like doing homework wor! How??! Feeling kinda stressed! Hehe,i know this time is the typical year,n important year! I really hope O level will be over! I must concentrate on my studies now! :)

Errrr,but somehow you came into my mind all of a sudden! I really dunno why! I tend to look at you sometimes,think of you sometimes,and wanna chat with you! I am just hoping that you will online! I have not chat with you for a long long time le! Haiz,what i know of you is just a bit only! Why this happens?! I must not do this anymore! Normally,i don't care about you,but now i wanna care about you even more! What should you i do?! My mind is full of question marks!!!!